DaisyGLam

 Not sure when it was last that i updated this thing.
truth me told life hasnt changed much.
I'm just crazier than ever now, still going mad and bottling things in.
I still have urges to want to kill people, still starving myself as i form of pain and control.
And yes ladies, you guessed it...

I'm still single.

I figured out that i havnt kissed someone in over a year now, i know Christians who wear purity rings who have kissed more than me this past year!

College sucks, i saw my friends today and they have amazing lives, they are doing so well.
Ive failed, literally. And im dreading it because i know im gonna get kicked out when it happens. I'm on the verge of that now.

Yes, so its nearly 2am. Which isnt uncommon i do most online activity around this time anyway, since i have my sleeping issues still i get bored of sitting and go on my Mac.
I was watching Pirates of the Carribean 3.  But then i wasnt focusing properly and found myself only watching bits with Johnny Depp in. 

Okay ok, what i said in my previous entries about love. Push that aside for the following men:

1. Johnny Depp (who wouldnt!!??)

2. Heath Ledger (before that happened...)

3. Cillian Murphy (small irish actor with a big phwoar factor)

4. Jake Gylenhaal (i still love him in Donnie Darko)

5. Alan Rickman, he doesnt really count because i just love his voice.

along with steven fry, they both have nice voices. but steven frys gay anyway and bloody hillarious :)

American people have no idea who number 3,5 and steven are but oh well.

Love you all xxxx